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.. Ahm.. if i eVer iMagine sUm1 pErfect 4 mE,To BE My loVE AnD SHaRE My LiFe iT WoULd b sUm1 exActLy liKe hiM.. hMmm,. hEY! Its jB.. la Ng iba..! ahEhe. =p fOling inLove wiD him is a fEeling i wILL never fOrgeT,.sUmtiMes we LaUgh,. we fIght..bUt we lovE   eAch oder aLL the tym dAts wat iTs all abOut! im very tHankfUL DaT gOD made hIm and hEs everytHing a trUe person 2 Love shUd b.. i tHank him 2 d miLLIoN everyDay mOments dAt gO 2gedEr 2 mAke uP oUr  haPi reLatiOnshIp..
haAy,i jUst hOpe this Love we hAve is endLess.. may God THE faTher cOntinue 2 gUide Us.. SoBRAnG MAHAL Ko syA!! UN lNG..!

hMmm, pErmit mE TO SHarE WITh U oNe oF thE GReatEST liNe that waS iNSTillEd in mE FoR SeVERAl YeARs nOw,hEre hOw It GoES.. "expEctatIoN LeAD GreaTer disiLLusionmEnt so u mUsT NoT EXpECT aNYthING oUt oF sumbOdy or else uL b disaPPoinTed".. i was reaLly sTruCK BY This bECAuSE I aLwayS PerCEive evrythIng daT HApPENS IN my Lyf as a reas0n bEhind cirCumstAncEs..,daT CeRTaiN THIngs and circumstanCes has iTS OwN REAson to moLD Me to wat i am rYt now and hU WIL I b IN THe FuTuRE.. I WaS One oF the so called a " happy -g0 -lucky" teeNager, i am used to a kind of lYf with0ut thinkinG the cOnsequeNces of my actiONS.. I AM USeD To PlaYInG NoT IN ItS LIteRaL ASpECT But in a seNSE That i dont  take evrythiNg sEri0usLy..evrything was just parT of the gamE..And ab0ve all i am used to usUal things sUch as kiDDing and fooLing ar0und and haNg out till I DR0p,. then oNE M0MeNT in MY LIfE haPpeNd, the grEatESt tUrning p0int took pLaCe unexpEctED yET It CoMe..i AM ACompANIEd by oNE OF My bEstFreNDS we Wer oN ouR WAy hOme fr0M monuMeNtO..WE have no choice but to riDe a jeePney beCAUSE that was the only avaiLable res0rt so we cud go home,. the feeLing of exhausti0n enveLop me as the trip started,.anD GUess wat..? out of nOwherE, I felt that sum1 has sLap me t0 gaze into a gUy dat was at the m0meNt has just ride the samE veHicLe we are iNto,..wh00aa..!! i was overwheLmed by the hiS presence .. i cant st0p myseLf fROM STaRring  at HIM,..his CHInitO look catchES Me,.his enTIre pERSonaliTy was indeed breaTh-taking..he was almost pErfECT in my eyEs..He was the summary of a dREAM Guy..(asUS)!! I d0nt know wat wil b my apr0ach,.all i hve was entire guTs,.as wat ive said..with almost 101% of confiDence subtract my shyness, i tOld him.." KUYA ANG GWAPO MO NAMAN.." He gave me the sweeteSt smile i havEnt seen f0r several yEars with any piPoL i met,.my heart meLt.. oha!! the evEnt that foLLowed was so abrUpt,and rapid..everytHing that happened in our relationship appeared as a fast-phasing one.. and it nevEr appeared to me on how fast did our relationship bLossomED, It IS aS FaST WEn it diE on iTs natural death..miNutes tuRNED TO HoUrs, hours into dAys.. Days intO Weeks..weEks into months.. and months to yEar.. nO one can ever imagine that sooner wen we bid guDbye t0 sUm1 in d past, with0ut valid reas0n at all.. we will say Hello to dem in the future in the ryT tIMe..  UnexPectEdLy i receiVed a message fR0m him asking me if i was just fINE..AnD HOW i was been after we’d l0st our communicati0n.. we’d get along well ,.just like a line fr0m the b00k we used to love.. "i dnt know how to address him He was my friEnD,BuT ThEn we were m0re than frIends.s0 we were more than friEnds buT NOT QuITE lOVers.." we were like that during that tym maybe not jUst to av0id commitmEnt buT als0 to avoid commiting thE saME mistakes we did bef0re..i dnt exPect anything fr0m him..i just enjoy the b0nd we have..buT again UnexPectedLy, i just w0ke Up one day dat im lonGing for him and i just cant deny the fact that i have fallen in love with him AGAIN..!! and unlyk b4 im much moRe ready to take the risk with the permission of GOD above, he granted me the prayers ive been uTering evryday i w0ke up evry morning to have him finaly,i th0ught i cnt get overwid my past i th0ught i cnt f0rget the feelings i had in the gUy i used to b with we i lost in t0uch wid him..buT I was wr0ng he was the 0ne hu heLped mE ERase the feelings i hve for that gUy..i didnt love him because i am f0rce to do it,.bUt i  Love him on my own will,no one forces me..he never f0rces mE..But because i just do love him..iF u love sUm1 u shudnt questi0n urself or him about the reasons on how it exist but rather make each dAy wiD hIm the bEst days of ur liFe..as wat ive sed to him.. i had prepared myslf for the worst becaUse pain is part of evry relati0nship.. id rather b hurt wid hiM on my sidE dan rather not exPeriEnce hurt at all without him..im more matUred now in sEeing all the tHings in PersPectIve..my Love for hIM was immeasUreabLe..my love for hIm cant b conTain in my systEM AloNE.. and my love fOr him cant b descriBE IN JUST W0Rds..cause no one evEn in my own cant even express it in mere words.. i’d rather let him feel how much love i have for him.. not  detract0rs will destr0y the relationship we have,. i will not allow our pasT haunt us anym0re.. and iL B MORE WIlLING TO FYT  every challenges as long as i know i have him by my side..and above all, i just lifT all my prayers to God abov that He may guide us in every step were undertaking..in dis relationship God Knows how much love i have for him.. and how scared i am on loosing him ..  I LOVE Y0U JB…!!!

jOhn beNami CocHing..mahal na mahal Q tong laLaki na to.. e2 lang ang nagiisang lalaki sa buhay ko.. ahihi..buKod s tatay at mga kuYa Q..NGSe2Los p xa duN S ISa..hmmp..sa tuwiNg sinaSabi niA un gustO ko pO siyang umbagin!!haha.. isa siyang mabait, mapagmahal, understanding, caring atbp.. basta masasabi ko lang ikaw ang the BEST BOYFRIEND/ASAWA/ATBP.. sa buong mundo.. JhAy..maramiing salamat sa lahat lahat kahit na gan2 ako sau khiT MeI MGA PRoBlEms still andyan ka padin for me and sorry for my shortcomings..i feLt i waSnt able 2 show hOw much ILOVEYOU..prang d p enUf.. i hope and pray na in the future well have our own family.. a happy one.. o db? i want 2 spEnd my liFe wid sUm1 n k2LAd mu or pR0babLy ikaw n nga mismO…iloveyousomuch..and i wont stop loviNg yOu..!!